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I SWEAR to GOD, this guy.
Feb. 3rd, 2022 03:42 pmI opened Discord on my laptop and RIGHT in my DMs is that fucking ex-GM of mine again.
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No, I didn't read it. I left him on read because I know whatever he sends me these days will either be hateful or ordering me to stop doing something he doesn't like. Thing is, why the fuck am I STILL getting Discord DMs from a dude I blocked, constantly tried to leave, sent a massive callout to, and made crystal clear I wanted him to take his lore and his toxic friends and just leave me the hell alone?
HIS LORE IS DIRECTLY COPIED FROM ANOTHER ROLEPLAY SERIES SO IT BETTER NOT BE ABOUT ME STILL BUILDING MY SUCCESSOR.
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He didn't find out that I know about that now, did he? Wouldn't be surprised if it was funneled to him somehow that I dared to ask a wiki member if their RP had relations to his.
I NEVER said I was perfect in our drama. I let my emotions go off the handle due to stress, I was very against parting with a longtime canon of mine, I vented about the drama in places where he wasn't, I got him banned from RPNation, and I did use his lore as a base for mine. And when I had him blocked, I did keep thinking his hidden messages were inflammatory against me and bite back, which got me kicked from a server. You could make a big Encyclopedia Dramatica page out of me, too. And there probably already is.
Here's the difference, though. I'm interested in growing as a person. In my new RP groups, I've felt much calmer and haven't been the epicenter of drama. I'm getting canons down better. I've burned bridges but I've rebuilt some, too. And the lore "copying" he throws a tantrum about has been getting worked on and reworked on until it resembles his RP as little as possible.
Meanwhile, as far as I can tell, he has continued to be the emotionally manipulative twat he is. His latest RP server fell apart because the members were sick of him and his community. How do I know this? One of those people who left him is my friend. (Yeah, I'm not alone on getting pushed around by this guy.)
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And if the fact that I have a new DM from him is any indication, he has not moved on from me even though I've all but totally moved on from him. "Doesn't that make this post kinda hypocritical?" Well, when this bastard is continually trying to weasel back into my mind despite our mutual loathing and my multiple messages telling him I no longer care about him and to leave me alone, of course I want to express my anger about this shit. He is not interested in being friends again, I know that for a fact because our last DM conversation had me putting him on mute while he wrote a fucking college essay on why he despises me. I'm just sick of being punched emotionally by him, I'm happy with the new communities and friends I've got and returning to him would only drag me back to square one. If he continues RP, that's jolly good. Just leave me out of it and just forget we were ever writing on the same forum.
By the way, I noticed while I was applying censors that the current pfp of this angry, bitter, deluded control freak who ultimately pushes everyone away from him seems to be Bojack Horseman...
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...I can't help but chuckle internally.
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Sidenote, I deeply apologize to everyone here who I kinda ghosted. It's been tiring, LifeCoach and all that, so I haven't had the motivation to do much. But I swear I remember I have things I said I'd do here.
No, I didn't read it. I left him on read because I know whatever he sends me these days will either be hateful or ordering me to stop doing something he doesn't like. Thing is, why the fuck am I STILL getting Discord DMs from a dude I blocked, constantly tried to leave, sent a massive callout to, and made crystal clear I wanted him to take his lore and his toxic friends and just leave me the hell alone?
HIS LORE IS DIRECTLY COPIED FROM ANOTHER ROLEPLAY SERIES SO IT BETTER NOT BE ABOUT ME STILL BUILDING MY SUCCESSOR.
He didn't find out that I know about that now, did he? Wouldn't be surprised if it was funneled to him somehow that I dared to ask a wiki member if their RP had relations to his.
I NEVER said I was perfect in our drama. I let my emotions go off the handle due to stress, I was very against parting with a longtime canon of mine, I vented about the drama in places where he wasn't, I got him banned from RPNation, and I did use his lore as a base for mine. And when I had him blocked, I did keep thinking his hidden messages were inflammatory against me and bite back, which got me kicked from a server. You could make a big Encyclopedia Dramatica page out of me, too. And there probably already is.
Here's the difference, though. I'm interested in growing as a person. In my new RP groups, I've felt much calmer and haven't been the epicenter of drama. I'm getting canons down better. I've burned bridges but I've rebuilt some, too. And the lore "copying" he throws a tantrum about has been getting worked on and reworked on until it resembles his RP as little as possible.
Meanwhile, as far as I can tell, he has continued to be the emotionally manipulative twat he is. His latest RP server fell apart because the members were sick of him and his community. How do I know this? One of those people who left him is my friend. (Yeah, I'm not alone on getting pushed around by this guy.)
And if the fact that I have a new DM from him is any indication, he has not moved on from me even though I've all but totally moved on from him. "Doesn't that make this post kinda hypocritical?" Well, when this bastard is continually trying to weasel back into my mind despite our mutual loathing and my multiple messages telling him I no longer care about him and to leave me alone, of course I want to express my anger about this shit. He is not interested in being friends again, I know that for a fact because our last DM conversation had me putting him on mute while he wrote a fucking college essay on why he despises me. I'm just sick of being punched emotionally by him, I'm happy with the new communities and friends I've got and returning to him would only drag me back to square one. If he continues RP, that's jolly good. Just leave me out of it and just forget we were ever writing on the same forum.
By the way, I noticed while I was applying censors that the current pfp of this angry, bitter, deluded control freak who ultimately pushes everyone away from him seems to be Bojack Horseman...
...I can't help but chuckle internally.
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Sidenote, I deeply apologize to everyone here who I kinda ghosted. It's been tiring, LifeCoach and all that, so I haven't had the motivation to do much. But I swear I remember I have things I said I'd do here.
